well there you go...that's the big question isn't it?...well one of them any way,y'see i don't have the answer to it and i don't know if anyone out there really has...that's the point of this blog...to see what I'm going to do with mine...I'm 35 at the mo...soon to be 36...maybe this is a midlife crisis?...maybe it isn't, maybe it's one of those questions that's always there underneath the surface and the younger but by no means shallower mind can more easier push it aside and be more preoccupied with more immediate issue's like the latest pop band or how low to wear one's jeans today despite also wearing the largest most decorated with dimante crystal look at my primarni thong sticking out the top of said jeans belt you have ever seen in your life!!!.
As i say i don't have the answer....maybe if i put a few idea out there so i can come back to them later and then perhaps gain some insight into stuff that's going on with me...the thing is with this is i tend to go off on a tangent to say the least....which is one reason why i have put off doing this in the past (blogging that is) because i get the feeling you need to be quite organised in order to do this type of thing....and I'm really not!!!!more chaotic and eerrr swirly?!?!?!? but then again aren't the most useful things known to man mostly made or brought about by mistake!!!???.... does a falling leaf know where to land in order to sow the seeds of a mighty oak???....do the waves know what will come of them dependent on which beach they crash upon.so i guess into the chaos we go.....so don't expect a concise,organised,choreographed well written,well spelled blog from a clear knowledgeable mind....if thats what you want well maybe look elsewhere, on the other hand what you will (hopefully lol) get is a less organised more responsive,reactive,emotional....maybe spiritual insight (and not necessarily focused) into me...my life...my loves,hates....from normal day to day stuff...to the more emotive,moving...core shattering or conversely core shaping events in life that on the surface of things seem as i say "day to day" but dependent on my state or mood may be anything from tear educing (possibly from sadness to anywhere inside of elation) to the kind giddiness that comes from unguided openings of chakra's and bolt's of kundilini energy that my mind and body can not deal with.
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